No Change My Heart Shall Fear

Lesson of January 12, 2012

 by Hope Anderson

No change my heart shall fear

 The subject of “change” has kept coming to thought in my quiet moments, so I decided that it would be the subject of our Lesson.  I often hear the words, “fear of change,” expressed by many in all walks of life and by all age groups, so the following loved words from a hymn immediately present themselves to me when the subject comes up in conversation:

“In heavenly love abiding, no change my heart shall fear;

And safe is such confiding, for nothing changes here.

The storm may roar without me, my heart may low be laid;

But God is round about me, and can I be dismayed?

(Hymn #148:1, Christian Science Hymnal)

We who have had early “roots” in Christian Science have often clung to the truth expressed in this hymn since it brings us right back to our starting point of God’s Allness and tender care for His universe.  It requires being constantly conscious of God’s Presence as our very own Presence to experience harmony in every situation – even those which would seem to point to changes in our lives.  And that’s part of the Divine Adventure!  It’s always the “Advent” of the Christ coming to individual consciousness, sometimes as an awakening – and many times as joyous unfoldment.

It is Monday, January 9, as I’m typing this, and I am reminded that the request was made by Allen White that we all spend some quiet time on Mondays (until the end of January) in the realization that “Since all activity is God being active, weather can never be destructive or interruptive in  any way.”  This study was suggested because of a warning by world leaders for us all to get ready for “unprecedented weather extremes in the world.”

Just a week ago I had devoted much of my day (Monday) to maintaining that principle –  as Allen White told us –  of “weather not being a destructive or interruptive power in any way.”  On that particular day my family was driving in their car – and towing a packed trailer –  from Westwood, MA to Aiken, South Carolina.  There were four of them in the car, all taking turns driving the 18-hour journey.  As they were driving through the Shenandoah Valley in West Virginia, a sudden blizzard came up (a weather pattern that came across the US), and because of the sudden icy conditions, many cars were skidding off the highway, and several had overturned.

My family was forced to stop because there was a hill that they were approaching that was so covered with ice that cars were unable to maneuver it, and no sand trucks were in sight. The people in the South are not used to having white-out conditions as they were experiencing, so the highway crews were obviously unprepared.  My family asked a nearby truck driver how long he thought they would be detained, since he regularly traveled that route.  His reply: “Possibly three hours.”  Their hearts immediately sank.

That was the moment that I called my granddaughter on her cell phone.  My daughter had been taking her turn driving when they encountered the blizzard.   I told them of the study I had been doing on weather that day, and the fact that weather is “never destructive or interruptive in any way.  All activity, including weather, is Love in Action, revealing only harmony, peace, and oneness.”   I asked my granddaughter to relay that message to the others in the car, which she did.  The weather was certainly being “interruptive” in their experience at that moment.  When I called them again after about an hour, they said they were all being grateful that the tie-up cleared up in half an hour after I called, and they were on their way – slowly driving out of the blizzard area.

“Wherever He may guide me, no want shall turn me back;

My Shepherd is beside me, and nothing can I lack.

His wisdom ever waketh, His sight is never dim;

He knows the way He taketh, and  I will walk with Him.”

(Op. Cit., verse 2)

In his book, A Parenthesis in Eternity, Joel Goldsmith clarifies for us how real change has to come about.  He writes:

“God is, but in order to realize that God is we have to rise above time and space because in Is or Is-ness there is no time and no space.  God’s Is-ness is from everlasting to everlasting; therefore, nothing is ever outside the jurisdiction of the Is-ness of God; nothing in the spiritual kingdom has ever gone wrong.  Our whole state of consciousness has to change from a material base, from its functioning in two powers, to a resting in the Is-ness of God. 

“In the entire kingdom of God there is nothing of a changeable nature, nothing of a discordant or inharmonious nature, nothing that needs healing or improving.  In that state of consciousness we are no longer hypnotized by appearances, nor are we compelled to try instantly to change the evil to the good, or try to hold on to whatever good appearance there may be.  This does not in any way affect our outer life.  As this spiritual realization comes to us and our life becomes more harmonious, we are no longer dealing with a good appearance that was once evil:  we are now dealing with the spiritual reality that has come into view” (Page 298).

“The harmony and immortality of man are intact.”

(Science & Health, p. 521:12)

Recently I was organizing my book shelves, and a book I hadn’t noticed in years caught my eye.  The title, Angel Letters, written by Sophy Burnham had been given to me as a gift.   I randomly opened to this account on page 103:  A quotation from the Koran appeared in the margin which read:

“Ye who believe!  Celebrate the praises of God, and glorify Him morning and night.  He it is Who sends blessings on you, as do His angels, that He may bring you …into Light …  (-S. xxxiii. 41-43).

The writer, from British Columbia, told of experiencing an angel visitant who sat beside her on her bed and comforted her since she had just been to a movie about Jesus’ scene on the cross, and she was weeping about the whole event.   The movie she witnessed was probably similar to Mel Gibson’s “Passion of Christ” which I understand was horrendous. The unreality of all that she had viewed  in that distressing movie was corrected in the instant that this angel appeared to her.  Her tears ceased like a tap shutting off, and she was not troubled any more.  After this amazing experience for the writer, the angel “then got up from the bed and walked around to the foot of the bed, where he’d come in, and looked up in a most loving and worshipful manner, as if he were seeing God.  A column of white light descended on him, and he arose through the ceiling, out of sight.”

The following paragraphs are the ones my eyes fell on as I opened the book:  The writer of the above experience with the angel visitor related another incident five years later when she was a waitress in a hotel in town.  She could hardly stand the place, feeling degraded, trapped, and broken.  One morning while she was in the kitchen before going to work her mother saw what she thought was a moth on the lampshade in the utility room.  Her mother called her to see if she could put it outside.  [These people sound like me – I try to carefully put spiders, moths, hornets, etc. (but not necessarily mosquitoes) outside to their freedom.]

First she turned the light off, and almost immediately this “moth” flew over to the wall, quite high.  She was wondering how she’d get it down, when she felt an urge to put her hand next to the wall about six inches below the “moth.”  Then she heard something within her Being speak, telling the thing to land on her hand.

No more than two or three seconds went by, and this “moth” pushed off from the wall and fluttered to her hand.  She saw that it was a butterfly, with a deep reddish-brown coat, yellow trim, and royal-blue spots on the corners of its wings.  It didn’t move.  She walked around with it, and it stayed, sunning itself on her hand.  She “wished it” to hop to her other hand, and it did.  She held it toward a leaf on a tree and told it to hop to that leaf, and it did.  Then to make sure this was no “accident,” she told it to hop back from the leaf to her hand – and it did.

By this time she realized that God was giving her a message, and she called her mother to show her this event.  Her mother couldn’t explain it either, but just watched this butterfly hopping from her hand to the tree several times.  Finally the writer could feel that a message had gotten through to her spirit, and she let it hop onto a leaf one last time and fly away.

Later she looked up this butterfly and found it was called “Mourning Cloak,” a perfect simile for the period she was passing through; for just as the butterfly must end its life as a “worm” in order to emerge as a butterfly, so she also was being asked to let the time of suffering and mourning to pass from her in order that she might emerge with a broader horizon.

She explains that there is a secret to having life’s problems create a “change for the better” within you, instead of allowing them to sap your strength.  At the moment when a trial or insufferable situation is overtaking you, you must look to God with love and appreciation and let go of your own purpose, letting God’s love fill your inner being.

You must see the unreality of “death” in order to obtain the Life which is God.

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I marveled that I was randomly “led” to an account telling about a beautiful butterfly which had made its transformation from being a moth, and then served to draw a willing witness, in the person of the writer, to the awareness of its Presence.

Joel Goldsmith tells us that “dying daily” is a dissatisfaction that there is something missing in us – an inner unrest, a lack of peace, an inner discontent.  “Without this hunger and this inner drive, there is no ‘dying.’  But as soon as we make the decision that we are going to walk the way that leads to spiritual fulfillment, we have begun the necessary transformation of mind; we have begun our spiritual journey.

“First must come the clear-cut realization that we cannot go on being just human beings, and attempt to add God’s grace to our humanhood.  There must be a turning; there must be an inner transformation   …The change takes place within us.  The whole experience is an inner experience; it is one of consciousness, but when it takes place, it affects our entire outer experience” (Parenthesis in Eternity, page 15).


              “When God is personally present, a living Spirit, the old constricting                  

          legislation is obsolete.  We’re free of it!  All of us!  Nothing between us

          and God, our faces shining with the brightness of his face.  And so we are

          transfigured much like the Messiah; our lives gradually becoming brighter

          and more beautiful as God enters our lives and we become like him”

[we discover that we are the I AM!].  (II Corinthians 3:17-18, The Message, with my addition.)

 With blessings infinite,  Hope

©Copyright Hope Anderson 2012


The King’s Daughter is All Glorious Within



Hope Anderson

The king’s daughter is all glorious within:

her clothing is of wrought gold

These lovely words appear in the 45th Psalm and refer to the majesty and grace of Christ’s kingdom and the dwellers therein.  The inner and the outer Being [the Temple] of the king’s daughter is altogether purity.  The Psalm continues:

                   “She shall be brought unto the king in raiment of needlework:

            the virgins her companions that follow her shall be brought unto thee.

                   “With gladness and rejoicing shall they be brought; they shall

            enter the king’s palace.”             

I was led to the following mystical verse when one day I opened my copy of the Oxford Book of English Mystical Verse.  Its message touched me so deeply that I immediately mailed copies of it to several friends.  It is simply dedicated to ….


King’s Daughter!

Would’st thou be all fair,

Without – within –

Peerless and beautiful,

A very Queen?

Know then:-

Not as men build unto the Silent One,-

With clang and clamour,

Traffic of rude voices,

Clink of steel on stone,

And din of hammer;-

Not so the temple of thy grace is reared.

But,- in the inmost shrine

Must thou begin,

And build with care

A Holy Place,

A place unseen,

Each stone a prayer.

Then, having built,

Thy shrine sweep bare

Of self and sin,

And all that might demean;

And, with endeavor,

Watching ever, praying ever,

Keep it fragrant – sweet, and clean:

So, by God’s grace, it be fit place,-

His Christ shall enter and shall dwell therein.

Not as in earthly fane – where chase

Of steel on stone may strive to win

Some outward grace,-

Thy temple face is chiseled from within.

John Oxenham

The way we make ourselves “fitting temples” is by turning within and letting God reveal its own being, its own identity.  As God fills our consciousness, so God appears as our outer world.  It’s wonderful to realize that our inner world is the reality – the true substance – and the outer world the form that substance takes, be it home, health, or wealth.

“I must have all things and abound, while God is God to me.”

 (Hymn #225:2, Christian Science Hymnal)

St. Paul has a further description of the temple, the building, of God, telling us that

            “… we are labourers together with God:  ye are God’s husbandry, ye are God’s building.  According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise masterbuilder, I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon.  But let every man take heed how he buildeth thereon.  For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ” (I Corinthians 3:9-11).

“… for the  temple of the Lord is holy, which temple ye are” (I Cor. 3:17).  Joel Goldsmith writes often about the temple which we are – the wholeness which we are, because God made the form which we have in order to show forth our identity.  “My body is a manifestation, the image of the I that I am, because my body is the I that I am formed, and formed spiritually, eternally, and immortally… and my body is the temple, the instrument of my activity and of my living” (The Art of Meditation, p. 77).

We have all been given a marvelous example of this immaculate temple of God in

Gabrielle (“Gabby”) Gifford’s experience of being shot in the head by an assailant.  She is currently serving as a Representative in the United States Congress.  I didn’t see the documentary narrated by Diane Sawyer on television because I avoid any descriptions of accidents such as Gabby went through.  However, as I heard of the program’s contents, I wish I had seen it!

The morning after the program was aired I was called on the telephone by my granddaughter who was so thrilled with the message that she had “heard on National Television” that she wanted to share it with me.  When Gabby’s mother [who I had been told is a Christian Scientist] was riding to the hospital after the shooting, all she could say was “My baby, my baby, they’ve shot my baby.”  Suddenly a sense of peace completely enveloped her, and the words from Psalm 46:10 came to her from within as a “still, small voice”:  “Be still, and know that I am God.”  When that “voice” comes to one, he/she enters into a rest.

Gabby’s mother had obviously been already “prepared” spiritually for that reception of the ChristFrom thereon in, there was no turning back.  Gabby has a beautiful support system in her “cheer-leading mom” and her husband, Mark Kelly (a Shuttle Commander), who are not allowing her to accept any sense of giving up.  Failure is not an option for her!  That angel message, coming as the still, small voice, was and is the healing, and even though the evidence seems to be coming slowly, it’s already complete in God who only knows perfection!  When that “voice” comes to one, he/she enters into a rest.  Even the doctor who is treating Gabby told her to acknowledge the existence of miracles (“miracle:  that which is divinely natural” [Mrs. Eddy]).

Joel Goldsmith tells us that “the first step in our spiritual experience must be learning the nature of God, and in learning the nature of God, we are praying!  …That’s the highest and finest prayer there is on this plane.  There is one higher prayer that is attained – when the human senses are entirely stilled and the voice of God says, ‘Be still, and know that I am God.’

” There are many people who make that declaration and think that when they are saying they are God, they are praying a very high prayer.  That isn’t true.  That is atheism.  That is trying to make a human being God. … But when our human mind, when our thinking, reasoning mind, is entirely still and we hear a voice saying, ‘Know ye not that I am God?’ then you have reached the highest prayer there is in all the world” (Rising in Consciousness, p. 126).

Joel further explains that prayer, to him, “is the word of God, and the word of God is never uttered by the ‘man whose breath is in his nostrils.’  The word of God is uttered only by God, the universal, divine, infinite wisdom and love, to the individual expression of God’s being – you and me” (op. cit., page 128).

“For us in the occidental world,” Joel says, “the only difficult part of it is to learn to be still long enough to hear the still, small voice.  Once we make the contact, from then on it’s as easy as watching the gentle rains fall in spring.  What isn’t easy is to raise the whole world or to heal everybody or even to heal ourselves of everything.  We are dealing with a great mesmeric force in the world – call it universal belief – and it’s really powerful even in its nothingness.  It baffles us and it fools us, even the smartest of us.

… even the spiritually enlightened come under that spell once in awhile” (op. cit. p. 132, 133).

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Upon returning home from a Class recently I had such a pile of mail that I couldn’t believe my eyes – and most of the mail contained requests for money.  I knew that it was impossible, even in my wildest dreams, to donate money to all those petitioners who were seeking it.  My gratitude, however, went out to those organizations which have such loving concern for the thousands of men, women, and children in desperate need; for all the homeless, neglected animals; and for our precious environment.

Feeling concern and having the desire to bless in some way – not wanting to throw many of them away into the waste basket without first including them in consciousness – I opened to Paul Gorman’s book The Giving Self which I had recently purchased, and this is what I read — addressing the prayer to my “Giving Self”:

“It is not ‘your’ activity that gives; it is the giving Spirit that flows out from your stillness and silence.

“Ah, let me pour out … to my whole street, my whole community, then to this whole world:  ‘I give you Love, I give you Supply, I give you Life, I give you Peace.  You are the Peace, I see you as The Peace.’  You realize that you are the very pouring out, Itself.  You are the Spirit, Itself.  You are the Substance of your world, the Life and the Supply of your world, and so you pour It out continually, non-stop.”

Then Paul advises his readers to meditate for a few minutes with this realization:  “Get the feeling that you do not ‘want’ anything from your meditation, but that you are simply giving.  You are being the givingness Itself, the giving flow, the Giving Self.  You are being the transparency of givingness, of outpouring-ness.

“Be still now and let Spirit do all the work.  …Leave the false images alone.  Lift consciousness above them to reveal the One Real World of Perfection all around” (page 82).

                   “What agreement hath the temple of God with idols?  For ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell with them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people” (II Corinthians 6:16).

“My consciousness is the temple of God.  My consciousness is a house of refuge.  Even the sinner can enter here and be forgiven.  Let the sinner find peace let the thirsty find drink; let the hungry find meat; let the sick find health; let the dead find life in this sanctuary which I am, this holy temple where I am not, but I AM”  (The Altitude of Prayer, page 104).

Blessings Infinite within your Temple, 



Across the Desk

On Thanksgiving Day our family attended the yearly Thanksgiving service in The Mother Church in Boston.  There is a period in the service devoted to testimonies of gratitude, and one testifier spoke about her life becoming “unraveled,” about problems currently occurring in the world, and then suddenly a beautiful “unfoldment” came quickly on its heels.  She warned us all to “hold on to our hats,” for when any “unraveling” occurs, that is when the activity of Spirit is pushing through!

©Copyright Hope Anderson 2011

Contemplating Death as a Tool for Spiritual Understanding

By Arnie  Vargas

For those of us who were born in the West, due to the way we have been educated, the theme of death has been a complicated one to understand, come to terms with and reconcile within us.  What we have been taught does not help us understand that part of the “earthly dream” we ironically call “life.” In order to tackle this phenomenon, we need to turn to our spiritual tools; otherwise, we can make no sense of it.

From a spiritual position, where we understand Source as Infinite, Perfect and Unconditional Love, the explanation of pain, loss, and everything else associated with a human death, presents itself as a metaphysical problem to be solved:  either Source is all we say IT is, or IT isn’t.   If we accept the Truth about Source to be unconditional Love, Perfection, and Infinity, then its opposite would have to be false or we would have what Mrs Eddy describes as “a Truth, and an erroneous truth next to each other, something totally incompatible.”  Therefore, let us contemplate death from a spiritual perspective, according to the teachings of Mary Baker Eddy and Joel Goldsmith that we have been studying.

If we look at death as a tragedy or the end of it all, we will not find consolation. Then how should we understand death?

I noticed how I felt this week at receiving the news of Whitney Houston’s passing. My heart sank and I felt grief and sorrow.  I never met Whitney personally, but her music played a big role in my adolescence and at that time, knowing about her Christian values, meant a great deal to me.  As time passed, hearing the news of her addictions and her tragic life, showed me how one can reach “the top” and still feel unhappy and unrealized.  What a great lie we have been taught about fame and money!  How many reach those goals, only to face the question: “and now what?”  This observation has helped me understand Jesus’s teaching: “seek ye the Kingdom of Heaven and its righteousness and everything else will be given to you.” (Matthew 6:33)   Don’t look to false gods (money, fame, or anything else) for your good, since none of them will bring you happiness. However, if and when we find God, everything we need comes to us and we learn to see our earthly goods for what they are: worldly pleasures to be enjoyed in this world, and being material in nature, they too, will have an end just as all matter comes to an end, and that includes our material bodies and physical existence.

Contemplating Whitney’s passing, after I was able to accept and recognize the pain and sadness at her “loss” as claims, I was able to realize the following:

If Source is “All-in-all” then it is Source who chooses ITS existence in and as each of us, and lives unique experiences as each of us. Those individual experiences in and as each of us, include the type of entrance and departure into this “dream.”  Everything we recognize as the life and death of an individual, is nothing but Source having an experience on Earth and in all of it, there are clues to help us all to “wake up from the dream.”  We are all mirrors for each other.  As we contemplate our lives and the lives of others, we can begin to recognize spiritual truths that “those who have eyes will see and those who have ears will hear (Mark 8:18).” In other words, when we are ready we will be able to see all that involves human death in a much different way than what we have been taught.

In the lives of the rich and famous, such as Whitney, Source shows us how it is about “seeking the Kingdom of Heaven” which reigns within us that will provide for us lives of peace and harmony.  Those qualities cannot ever be found in matter.  The material world is forever changing. Money fluctuates in value and quantity at the mercy of the world market and the economy, and therefore, its value and amounts go up and down according to those human laws.  Jesus gave the example of building our foundation, not on what the world considers laws, but on spiritual law, when he gave the parable of the wise man, who built his house (spiritual values) on the rock (Truth).  When the storms came, the house remained intact because its foundation was strong. On the other hand, the fool built his house on sand (the easy and superficial), and when the storms came, his house collapsed because the foundation was faulty and weak. (Matthew 7:24-27).

When we enter a spiritual path and realize that we have to study in order to understand Truth, life can seem hard, boring, and monotonous.  There may be times when we ask ourselves “is it worth it to do all these practices?”  That is how the ignorant ego looks at the spiritual pearls of wisdom when confronted with aggressive mental suggestions.  If we decide that it is worth the work and we continue on the path, we begin to see that what at first “seemed” worthless and senseless, begins to give us results and our lives begin to show forth those results in more harmony and abundance at all levels. Now we realize that the work we did to acquire a spiritual consciousness, is giving us the promised results that “the world knows not of.”

As we contemplate Whitney’s life, we can see Love in form. In that form as Whitney, Source showed us that life has to be “more than food and the body more than its clothing (Luke 12:23).”  Source, incarnated as Whitney Houston, revealed that Truth in the same way It has revealed it before in the lives of the many who never reached human maturity of age, though they reached human fame and fortune. In that way, Source is showing us the importance of “building our houses upon rock.”  Source does all of this without harming anyone.  The teaching of the many wise Masters is clear.  Everything is taking place in this plane of maya, illusion, claim, where no one will be harmed for real.  Source would never permit anyone to be harmed because that would be harming Itself. That is the teaching we need to remember.  As Joel Goldsmith reminds us: “someday, we will wake up from this dream (not all at the same time, but at different times according to our soul’s purpose) and we will realize that it was all a dream, and that we never left ‘Heaven.’  ”  For me, that is not only a consolation, but a logical teaching before the theme of death and what it represents for the human race.

If death is real, there can be no God. The two cannot co-exist. That is what we have to contemplate and resolve individually for ourselves in order to overcome any doubt or dilemma within us when confronted with the claim of the finality of life again and again.  In our contemplations and meditations, we can come to an understanding of this Truth, which cannot be understood only with the intellect.  Therefore, let us take the following question to our meditation:

“I admit that I don’ t understand the concept of human death. What is death?  If Source is Infinite, how can I explain death and all that it involves for every human being?”

As you contemplate that question, what your Soul will give you will be priceless. I hope you do practice this and share with us your findings..

Much love and blessings,